Tuesday, May 12, 2009

why is there an anti depression pills?

What can we say about DEPRESSION...hmm...depression means you're so over the top of craziness....one day you are ok and one day you are not. It was just a mind game but over the time it will gets you. I was diagnosed once...and was given a pill that was control by mom and i infact was treated traditionally as well. But hey, WTF...i know what i'm feeling and when I say it openly people will tend to give me this triple look which I soon know that they have their own different kind of depression...it was called depression of people who loves to see you on a depression state..[i come out with that one though...LOL]
I don't know what to say now..i'm totally breaking down..felt alone, with a dreadful old songs and a cigarette...depression is setting in.

* Tips of feeling you're depressed a.k.a going crazy!! :-
= sweating
= you were thinking the opposites way when night sets in...best describe as Jackyl and Hyde
= you have no idea what to do...
= you don't know what to think or you will indeed be flashing back memories and thinking how can you turns back time and make it better.....
= everything is less important
= you felt unhappy and ungrateful...all you ever want at this point is 10genies with 30wishes per night....

** Felt all these feeling...GOOD...then put them all in one gigantic blender, mixe it well...drink it and voila... WELCOME TO MY WORLD... ;p

Monday, May 11, 2009

It's 5 years too late aren't we?

Take time to realize, That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.Take time to realize,That I am on your side. Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you, No it's never gonna be that simple. No I cant spell it out for you
If you just realize what I just realized, Then we'd be perfect for each other And will never find another Just realized what I just realized We'd never have to wonder ifWe missed out on each other now.
Take time to realize. Oh-oh I'm on your side Didn't I, didn't I tell you. Take time to realize. This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you, No its never gonna be that simple. No I can't spell it out for you.
If you just realized what I just realized. Then we'd be perfect for each other. Then we'd never find another. Just realized what I just realized. We'd never have to wonder if. We missed out on each other now.
It's not always the same. No it's never the same. If you don't feel it to. If you meet me half way/ If you would meet me half way. It could be the same for you.
Missed out on each other now Missed out on each other now

I sometimes do misses you but it's 5years too late...I'M SORRY!!!

my very 1st and second time in blogspot.. ;p

hello blog....it's me again...yeah I know I had you before but I just can't remember the username and password...funny!! :)

anyway, gladly to say that I'm setting my fingers on you AGAIN. I'm so excited and hope you are too....woohoo...

ok..that will be the introduction and I better get some sleep as I have to attend an important meeting tomorrow at 10am.

GOOD TO SEE YA AGAIN ;p